
{"id":740,"date":"2017-09-07T20:03:28","date_gmt":"2017-09-07T17:03:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/?p=740"},"modified":"2017-09-07T20:03:28","modified_gmt":"2017-09-07T17:03:28","slug":"cevapsiz-kalan-arama","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/?p=740","title":{"rendered":"Cevaps\u0131z Kalan Arama"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/www.akademiye.org\/ug\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/Hepizikhan_Elkun_Mother-1.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"369\" \/>Aziz Isa Elkun<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Uygurcadan T\u00fcrk\u00e7eye \u00c7eviren\u00a0<strong>Erol \u00d6zdemir<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yaz ortas\u0131nda parlak bir sabah, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n elinden tutarak dar kald\u0131r\u0131ml\u0131 okul yolunda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken, ku\u015flar\u0131n c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 dinlerken, ard\u0131n\u0131zda kalan \u00e7abucak ge\u00e7ip giden mutluluk dolu herhangi bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn benzeri bir g\u00fcn ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in hayata \u015f\u00fckrediyorsunuz.<\/p>\n<p>O anda bu mutlulu\u011fu ger\u00e7ekten fazlas\u0131yla hissediyordum; k\u0131z\u0131mla birlikte y\u00fcr\u00fcyor, onun elinden tutarak ona do\u011fa hakk\u0131nda e\u011flendirici \u00f6yk\u00fcler anlat\u0131yordum. Sihirli hayal d\u00fcnyam\u0131zda k\u0131z\u0131m ve ben, birden ser\u00e7elere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ferek, b\u00fcy\u00fck me\u015fe a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n tepesindeki ku\u015flar\u0131n aras\u0131na kat\u0131l\u0131p onlar\u0131n \u015fen \u015fakrak \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131na e\u015flik ediyorduk. Evden okula bu on be\u015f dakika s\u00fcren y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f mesafesinde, ah\u015fap kapl\u0131 dar kald\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131 ve birka\u00e7 yaya yolunu ve kav\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ge\u00e7memiz gerekiyor.<\/p>\n<p>Bazan bu dar kald\u0131r\u0131mlarda insanlar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7mek epey zor oluyor, \u00f6zellikle \u00e7ifte bebek arabalar\u0131 ve yeni y\u00fcr\u00fcyen g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yla yolu t\u0131kayan gen\u00e7 anneler olunca. Ama bug\u00fcn \u015fansl\u0131y\u0131z, yolda sadece birka\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gen\u00e7 bir anneye rastl\u0131yoruz. K\u0131z\u0131, k\u0131z\u0131mla ayn\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131fta olan bu bayanla, okul bah\u00e7esinde ve okul d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki aktivitelerde s\u0131k s\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyoruz. Ad\u0131 Lucie. Fransa\u2019n\u0131n Nice \u015fehrinden Londra\u2019ya birka\u00e7 sene \u00f6nce yerle\u015fmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>O sabah Lucie\u2019ye yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a, onun y\u00fcksek sesle telefonda konu\u015ftu\u011funu farkettim, hatta bunun g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc bir konu\u015fma oldu\u011funu ekranda beliren ve g\u00f6z\u00fcme ili\u015fen ya\u015fl\u0131ca bir bayandan anlad\u0131m. Nice\u2019te ya\u015fayan annesi olabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Birbirimizle her kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmam\u0131zda selam vermeden ge\u00e7mesek de, bu sabah telefon konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6lmemek i\u00e7in onu selamlamakta teredd\u00fct ettim. Yine de yan\u0131ndan bir selam vermeden ge\u00e7menin so\u011fuk bir davran\u0131\u015f olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Bu y\u00fczden ona hafif\u00e7e bir \u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n\u201d dedim, o da y\u00fcz\u00fcnde beliren hafif bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle bana kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi. Telefon konu\u015famas\u0131na ara verdi ve \u201cAfedersiniz, annemle konu\u015fuyordum da, bug\u00fcn onun 80. ya\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc.\u201d. \u201cHarika\u201d, \u201cBug\u00fcn aileniz i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00f6zel bir g\u00fcn olmal\u0131. L\u00fctfen bizim ad\u0131m\u0131za da onun do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc kutlay\u0131n\u201d dedim. \u201cAnnenizle g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc bir \u015fekilde konu\u015fabildi\u011finiz i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u015fansl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, sizi k\u0131skand\u0131m.\u201d. Ona, bunlar\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek s\u00f6yleyip, yolumuza devam ettik.<\/p>\n<p>Lucie\u2019yi arkam\u0131zda b\u0131rak\u0131p, 100 metre ilerlemi\u015ftik ki, kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7mek \u00fczere bir yaya ge\u00e7idinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde durduk ve yo\u011fun sabah trafi\u011finde bir bo\u015fluk bulabilmek i\u00e7in sab\u0131rla beklemeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Derken Lucie\u2019nin de tam kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7mek \u00fczereyken yolun kenar\u0131nda bize yeti\u015fti\u011fini farkettim. \u201cAfedersiniz, daha \u00f6nce rahat konu\u015famad\u0131m, annemle telefonda konu\u015fuyordum da. Ama sizin s\u00f6yledi\u011finiz bir\u015feyi tam duyamad\u0131m.\u201d Bunu s\u00f6yledi\u011fi anda, trafikte bir bo\u015fluk olu\u015ftu, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ellerinden tutarak, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz kar\u015f\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fck yolu birlikte ge\u00e7tik.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cE\u011fer yanl\u0131\u015f i\u015fitmediysem, anne ve babam\u0131 arayabildi\u011fim i\u00e7in, bana ne kadar \u015fansl\u0131 oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6ylediniz, \u00f6yle mi?\u201d Ne demek istedi\u011finizden tam emin olamad\u0131m. Sanki ailenizi araman\u0131z imkans\u0131zm\u0131\u015f gibi geldi kula\u011f\u0131ma, \u00e7ok pahal\u0131 oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sordu\u011fu sorular beni y\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131; Avrupa demokrasisi ve insan haklar\u0131n\u0131n ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fc be\u015fi\u011finde b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bu gen\u00e7 kad\u0131na ailemi ni\u00e7in arayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klamak i\u00e7in kolay bir yol bulmam gerekti. Onun, \u00c7in\u2019e \u00d6zg\u00fc Sosyalizm\u2019den ve Etnik Par\u00e7alanma- Ter\u00f6rizmle M\u00fccadele gibi do\u011fdu\u011fum topraklar olan \u00c7in\u2019e ba\u011fl\u0131 Sincan Uygur \u00d6zerk B\u00f6lgesi diye de bilinen vatan\u0131m Do\u011fu T\u00fcrkistan\u2019\u0131 boyunduru\u011fu alt\u0131na alan b\u00fct\u00fcn bu kavramlardan haberinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na ad\u0131m gibi emindim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r Lucie, ke\u015fke o kadar basit olsayd\u0131. Asl\u0131nda, benim ailemi aramam, senin Fransa\u2019daki aileni aramandan bile daha ucuz. Fakat, babam\u0131n iyi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeme ra\u011fmen, ben ailemle son bir iki ayd\u0131r hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmad\u0131m ve birka\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r da di\u011fer akrabalar\u0131m\u0131 aramay\u0131 kestim. \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle. Bundan birka\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce annemi arad\u0131m, telefonu a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, bana bir daha onlar\u0131 aramamam\u0131 s\u00f6yledi, en az\u0131ndan bir s\u00fcreli\u011fine. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ne zaman ona Londra\u2019dan telefon etsem, bir iki saat i\u00e7inde bir grup polis onun evine geliyor. Polis, anneme art\u0131k telefonlar\u0131ma bakmamas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015f. S\u00f6ylediklerine g\u00f6re, b\u00f6lge polisi uluslararas\u0131 telefon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerini yasaklam\u0131\u015f ve anneme yasa\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 gelirse de, tutuklanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirmi\u015f.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lucie\u2019nin kafas\u0131 kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6ylece bak\u0131yordu. Bir an i\u00e7in kendimi k\u00f6t\u00fc hissettim,\u00a0 ama mademki ba\u015flad\u0131m, hikayemi bitirmek zorundayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMuhtemelen sana anlatt\u0131klar\u0131ma inanmakta g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck \u00e7ekeceksin. Ve b\u00f6yle bir\u015feyin bu modern \u00e7a\u011fda nas\u0131l olabilece\u011fini soracaks\u0131n.\u201d dedim. \u201cFakat, inan bana bu Uygur halk\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda sadece okyanusta bir damla kal\u0131r.\u201d. \u201cB\u00fct\u00fcn bu sorunlar, \u00c7in Halk Cumhuriyeti\u2019nde bizim s\u00f6zde \u2018etnik az\u0131nl\u0131k\u2019 tan\u0131mlanmam\u0131zla ba\u015flad\u0131.\u201d. Bir\u00e7ok a\u00e7\u0131dan Tibet\u2019le ayn\u0131 durumday\u0131z. Bir s\u00f6m\u00fcrge y\u00f6netimi alt\u0131nday\u0131z. Birle\u015fik Krall\u0131k\u2019a siyasi s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmac\u0131 olarak gelmeden \u00f6nce, o topraklarda do\u011fup, b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm\u2026\u201d . Bir an duraksad\u0131m, fark\u0131nda olmadan bu uzun hikaye ve uzun konu\u015fmayla onu s\u0131km\u0131\u015f olabilirdim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAfedersin Lucie, san\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7ok konu\u015ftum\u201d, dedim ona, kendimi biraz gergin hissederek.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHi\u00e7 \u00f6nemi yok.\u201d dedi, \u201cAnlatt\u0131klar\u0131n \u00e7ok korkun\u00e7 ve \u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fc \u015feyler. S\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, benimle payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim, diye ekledi. Neredeyse okulun kap\u0131s\u0131na gelmi\u015ftik. \u201c\u0130yi g\u00fcnler\u201d dedi s\u0131cak bir \u015fekilde ve kap\u0131dan okul bah\u00e7esine bebek arabas\u0131n\u0131 iterek girdi. Ben de, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131na y\u00f6neldim,<\/p>\n<p>onun s\u0131n\u0131fa do\u011fru ko\u015fu\u015funu g\u00f6rd\u00fckten sonra, okul bah\u00e7esinden \u00e7\u0131karak uzakla\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yolumda, aniden \u00fczerimde feci bir yorgunluk hissettim. Alt\u0131 y\u0131l boyunca ayaklar\u0131m, evden okula okuldan eve bu kald\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131 ve yollar\u0131 say\u0131s\u0131z kereler \u00e7i\u011fnemi\u015fti. Bu alt\u0131 y\u0131lda hayat\u0131mda \u00e7ok fazla \u015fey oldu. Geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayat\u0131mla, Londra\u2019daki yeni hayat\u0131m aras\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131kan sorunlarla u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131m, durdum. son birka\u00e7 hafta, \u00f6zellikle babam\u0131n rahats\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015ftikten sonra, anne ve babamla yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m son konu\u015fma beynimin bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde yank\u0131lan\u0131r oldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAlo! Selamun Aleykum! Nas\u0131ls\u0131n anneci\u011fim? \u0130yi misin? Babam nas\u0131l oldu, \u015fimdi y\u00fcr\u00fcyebiliyor mu? Ya kom\u015fular, onlar nas\u0131l?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>76 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki annem ne kadar da \u00e7ok \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ve ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f. Gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131na denk gelen Amerikan emperyalizmine kar\u015f\u0131 Kuzey Kore\u2019ye destek sava\u015f\u0131nda a\u00e7l\u0131k ve k\u0131tl\u0131k y\u0131llar\u0131na tan\u0131k olmu\u015f. Bundan ba\u015fka da, nice devrimler ve seferler g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc: 1950\u2019lere denk gelen \u2018B\u00fcy\u00fck At\u0131l\u0131m\u2019da g\u00fcya kapitalist \u0130ngiltere\u2019yi \u00e7elik \u00fcretiminde ge\u00e7mi\u015ftik ve tabii Mao\u2019nun B\u00fcy\u00fck K\u00fclt\u00fcr Devrim\u2019i. Annemin ba\u015f\u0131na gelen en g\u00fczel \u015feylerden biri, o y\u0131llarda okumay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f olmas\u0131 ve ortaokuldan mezun olmas\u0131yd\u0131. Bense, K\u00fclt\u00fcr Devrimi\u2019nin tam ortas\u0131nda do\u011fmu\u015ftum. Benden birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra da karde\u015fim \u00f6l\u00fc d\u00fcnyaya gelmi\u015f. Bunu biraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, annemin yeterli ila\u00e7 ve besinden yoksun olmas\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim. Ve b\u00f6ylelikle evin tek \u00e7ocu\u011fu ben kald\u0131m ve \u00f6yle de yeti\u015ftim. \u015eimdi annem \u00e7ok daha ya\u015fl\u0131, zihnindeki hat\u0131ralar gittik\u00e7e solukla\u015f\u0131yor. Bir defas\u0131nda bana, Kom\u00fcn y\u0131llar\u0131nda kat\u0131r arabas\u0131yla ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi kaza y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00e7ok ac\u0131 \u00e7ekti\u011fini anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kom\u00fcn\u2019\u00fcn tarlalar\u0131nda Ba\u015fkan Mao\u2019nun posterlerini tarla kenarlar\u0131na asarken, h\u0131zla tarlan\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki yoldan bir toz bulutu kald\u0131rarak ge\u00e7en jip, kat\u0131r\u0131n korkmas\u0131na yol a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f ve araba dereye yuvarlanm\u0131\u015f. Araban\u0131n alt\u0131nda kalan annemin omurga kemi\u011fi k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. O y\u0131llarda d\u00fczg\u00fcn bir tedavi alamayan annemin durumu, 1990\u2019l\u0131 y\u0131llar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcye gitti ve y\u00fcr\u00fcyememeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Bankadan elde etti\u011fimiz y\u00fckl\u00fc miktarda bor\u00e7 ve bir iki operasyon sonucunda, \u015fu anda s\u0131rt\u0131na destek olan 10 santimlik bir \u00e7elik par\u00e7ayla ya\u015fam\u0131na devam ediyor.<\/p>\n<p>Telefondan gelen \u00e7ok g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc v\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 ve arkadaki yank\u0131yla gelen sesi hala kulaklar\u0131mda \u00e7\u0131nl\u0131yor. \u201cO\u011flum, biz iyiyiz. Baban\u0131 merak etme. Yemesi gayet iyi, ancak son g\u00fcnlerde yata\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor. \u015eimdi hi\u00e7 y\u00fcr\u00fcyemiyor, bu y\u00fczden ona ilac\u0131n\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131nda veriyorum\u2026 Benim biricik evlad\u0131m, bu senin i\u00e7in \u00e7ok zor olacak. Bunu sana s\u00f6yleyince, senin ne kadar \u00fcz\u00fclece\u011fini biliyorum, ama bunu sana s\u00f6ylemezsem, bu defa da ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck derde girecek.<\/p>\n<p>L\u00fctfen bizi bir s\u00fcreli\u011fine aramay\u0131 keser misin? Son birka\u00e7 haftad\u0131r sen bizi arar aramaz, evimize polisler geldi. \u0130lk sorduklar\u0131 \u015fey, konu\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131n i\u00e7eri\u011fi oldu, sonra seninle konu\u015fmay\u0131 kesmem gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6ylediler. \u015eimdi de telefonlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mamam\u0131 ve aramalar\u0131n\u0131 cevaps\u0131z b\u0131rakmam gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar. \u0130ki y\u0131ldan fazla bir s\u00fcredir, kasabadaki polis merkezine senden gelen her aramay\u0131 rapor etmeye zorlan\u0131yorum. Senin aramalar\u0131n\u0131 polise bildiriyorum, ama art\u0131k bu da onlara yeterli gelmiyor. Can\u0131m o\u011flum, sen evi terketti\u011finden beri, bir\u00e7ok ibretlik dersler \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. \u015eimdi de bu duruma al\u0131\u015fmaya ve bundan bir ders \u00e7\u0131karmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Bu d\u00fcnya \u00fczerindeki her yer, ya\u015famak i\u00e7in Tanr\u0131\u2019dan insana sunulan bir hakt\u0131r. \u015eu anda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yer de yine Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n size bah\u015fetti\u011fi bir hak. Senin ad\u0131na \u00e7ok mutluyum. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yerde g\u00fcvendesin ve harika \u00e7ocuklar\u0131nla ailen var. Senin huzurlu ve mutlu bir hayat s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bilirsem, senin i\u00e7in asla endi\u015fenlenmem. Allaha emanet ol yavrum\u2026\u201d Annemin telefondaki sesi gittik\u00e7e s\u00f6n\u00fckle\u015fti, art\u0131k sadece g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ve kuvvetli a\u011flamakl\u0131 h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 i\u015fitiyordum. \u201cDu..du..du\u201d sinyalini duyunca, annemin telefonu kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m. 2017 y\u0131l\u0131nda Ramazan\u2019\u0131n son haftas\u0131 bir Cumartesi g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc son konu\u015fmam\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>O araman\u0131n ard\u0131ndan, gergin ve kendimden ge\u00e7mi\u015f bir halde \u00e7ok uzun<\/p>\n<p>bir hafta ge\u00e7irdim. Bir sonraki Cumartesi, evimizi arad\u0131m, fakat cevap veren olmad\u0131. Daha sonra annemin cep telefonunu denedim, sonu\u00e7 ayn\u0131yd\u0131: cevap veren yoktu, aramalar\u0131m cevaps\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Uzun s\u00fcre annemin telefonundaki \u00c7ince K\u0131z\u0131l \u015eark\u0131\u2019y\u0131 dinledim ve daha sonra telefonun sinyali kesildi. \u00c7ok a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131: annem emirlere uymu\u015f ve aramam\u0131 bilerek cevaps\u0131z b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bu b\u00fcy\u00fck Londra \u015fehrine 30\u2019lu ya\u015flar\u0131mda gelmi\u015ftim. O zamanlar iyimserlik dolu, h\u0131rsl\u0131 bir gen\u00e7tim, gelece\u011fe dair umutlar\u0131m vard\u0131. Uygur halk\u0131n\u0131n hakl\u0131 davas\u0131n\u0131 her yerde ve her f\u0131rsatta m\u00fcdafaa etmeyi istiyordum. Uygurlar\u0131n durumlar\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fczelece\u011fini ve iyi y\u00f6nde de\u011fi\u015fece\u011fini ummaktayd\u0131m, fakat y\u0131llar ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e milletimin ba\u015f\u0131na gelenler daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fti. Peki ya ben tek ba\u015f\u0131ma, milletimin haklar\u0131n\u0131 iyile\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in ne yapabilirdim? Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey! Ve \u00fcstelik \u015fimdi, o kadar g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz bir duruma d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm ki, kendi anne ve babamla bile telefonda konu\u015fam\u0131yor, bu hakk\u0131m\u0131 bile koruyam\u0131yor, onlar\u0131n hayatta olup olmad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 bile bilmiyordum.<\/p>\n<p>O ak\u015fam b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131m, yemekte o g\u00fcn okulda ba\u015f\u0131na gelenleri bize anlat\u0131yordu. Ortaokula bu y\u0131l ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u201cBaba, sana iyi bir haberim var\u201d dedi. \u201cCo\u011frafya dersimize yeni bir \u00f6\u011fretmen geldi. Hepimizden, anne ve babalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n geldikleri \u00fclkelerini ve o \u00fclkelerin yery\u00fcz\u00fc \u015fekilleriyle iklimini anlatmam\u0131z\u0131 istedi. S\u0131ra bana yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a, tedirgin olmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bir an, babam\u0131n Do\u011fu T\u00fcrkistanl\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylersem ve \u00f6\u011fretmenim Do\u011fu T\u00fcrkistan\u2019\u0131n nerede oldu\u011funu bilmezse, arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde komik duruma d\u00fc\u015fer miyim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Fakat, babam\u0131n \u00c7in\u2019den geldi\u011fini s\u00f6yleyemeyece\u011fimi de biliyordum. S\u0131ra bana geldi\u011finde, s\u0131n\u0131fa babam\u0131n Do\u011fu T\u00fcrkistanl\u0131 oldu\u011funu ve \u00fclkesinin esaret alt\u0131nda oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledim. Onlara, Do\u011fu T\u00fcrkistan\u2019\u0131n \u00c7in\u2019in kuzeybat\u0131s\u0131nda, Tibet\u2019in kuzeyinde, Kazakistan ve K\u0131rg\u0131zistan\u2019\u0131nda do\u011fusunda bulundu\u011funu s\u00f6yledim. Do\u011fu T\u00fcrkistan\u2019\u0131n bir\u00e7ok da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ve \u00e7\u00f6llerinin oldu\u011funu, y\u00fcz\u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn de Birle\u015fik K\u0131rall\u0131k\u2019tan yedi kat daha b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledim. Ve \u00e7ok \u015fansl\u0131yd\u0131m ki, \u00f6\u011fretmenim elimi s\u0131karak, bana \u2018Daha \u00f6nce Do\u011fu T\u00fcrkistanl\u0131 biriyle hi\u00e7 tan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve \u015fimdi beni tan\u0131maktan mutluluk duydu\u011funu\u2019 s\u00f6yledi. Art\u0131k arkada\u015flar\u0131ma babam\u0131n geldi\u011fi yeri a\u00e7\u0131klamaktan endi\u015fe duymayaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d diye s\u00f6zlerini bitirdi.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131ma, \u201c Benim ak\u0131ll\u0131 yavrum, baban seninle \u00e7ok gurur duyuyor\u201d dedim. \u201cBaban\u0131n ge\u00e7mi\u015fi olmadan ya\u015fayamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorsun. Baban\u0131n ge\u00e7mi\u015fi, onun her\u015feyi. \u0130\u015fgal alt\u0131ndaki Do\u011fu T\u00fcrkistan, babana, onun \u00e7ocuklar\u0131na ve torunlar\u0131na ait bir \u00fclke\u201d dedim ve duygular\u0131m\u0131 saklayamayarak, s\u00f6zlerimi bitirirken k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 kucaklad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>4 A\u011fustos 2017<\/p>\n<p>Original source:\u00a0\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.uyghurensemble.co.uk\/en\/?p=642\">http:\/\/www.uyghurensemble.co.uk\/en\/?p=642<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Aziz Isa Elkun Uygurcadan T\u00fcrk\u00e7eye \u00c7eviren\u00a0Erol \u00d6zdemir Yaz ortas\u0131nda parlak bir sabah, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n elinden tutarak dar kald\u0131r\u0131ml\u0131 okul yolunda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken, ku\u015flar\u0131n c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 dinlerken, ard\u0131n\u0131zda kalan \u00e7abucak ge\u00e7ip giden mutluluk dolu herhangi bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn benzeri bir g\u00fcn ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in hayata \u015f\u00fckrediyorsunuz. O anda bu mutlulu\u011fu ger\u00e7ekten fazlas\u0131yla hissediyordum; k\u0131z\u0131mla birlikte y\u00fcr\u00fcyor, onun elinden tutarak ona do\u011fa [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-740","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cinin-uygur-politikasi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/740","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=740"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/740\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":741,"href":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/740\/revisions\/741"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=740"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=740"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tr.uyghuracademy.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=740"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}